Wednesday, July 29, 2009
not that i have much to say .. but wouldnt it be better for your kids to grow up with some form of religion rather than none?
i am happy to be home and with you again!! i have missed you!! i cant watit to do lots of fun things with you while i am home!!
my life is kinda not all together right now and i am sry about that .. i am just trying to refind myself again .. im not broken and i should be. i think about mike all the time, things were never finshed and totally ended nad they should of been. but i just have to put my trust in the lord! i love you!!
we need to go to dallas to the book store and we can (if you want) go to temple grounds bc its right close to the book store.
i love you tons and hope to see you super soon!!
<3 Erin Christina
Written on 7:56 PM
Saturday, July 25, 2009
you will be here in about an hour and a half i wish i could have dinner with you but your parents are. maybe desert. im heading to my parents house hopefuly to occupie myself untill i get to see you. church should be fun tomorrow i dont think that jon is going to come with me which makes me rethink the whole situation.. i wont do this without him. i dont want our kids growing up with only one parent whos religious. ... it just dosent work that way for me. anyways ill see you later on tonight for deserts :)
Written on 2:03 PM
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
but i didnt get the job. you asked me how i got the job so i told you .. i have no job love .. dont worry!!
and you will be here in 9 days ... 8 more sleeps!
<3 Erin Christina
Written on 5:04 PM
i have been trying to get ahold of mr.l for weeeeeeks now he never answers and ive even tried to get ahold of cass and neither of them seem to care im trying to tlk to them i sent them both an email like 2 months ago about getting a job and i havent gotten a response from either!!! UGHHH and now i wont get it bc u did GOD DAMN IT!!!
Written on 2:38 PM
Thursday, July 2, 2009
you make me smile.
sry this wont be to interesting of a post i am kinda tried.
woke up this morning to a text and layed in bed texting paul for 2 hours. then i went to the temple and laid around for a cuple hours then went to a "lake" then hung out with people and totally got hit on by a guy it was funny!!
I talked to mr L about if they needed anything i would love to help. he passed that along to cass and then cass called and offered me a job.
I would love to have a guard too .. i think it would be so much fun. i loved beign a guard tech. I would love to go to the spin fest except i have no money to my name and i have to be saving for school. it makes me sad that i dont have money to go.
i cant wait till you get here. i am ready to be done with school. i live here for 7 months and its long enough for me. i need to get home, though i would rather not be home for so long but i get to be with you so it makes everything better.
i love you so much and i will see you in 3 weeks and 2 days!! its worth being here for 2 LONG days after the semester ends!!
will you have mommys or jons car?
<3 Erin Christina
Written on 10:55 PM
i know what you mean about being a mommy but be careful you dont want what happened to me and jon to happen to you .. we felt totally and completly ready to be parents and god flat out told us NO. i know its hard to wait its even harder for me having lost lairah .. not a day goes by that i dont imagine my life as her mother and the only thing keeping me strong is knowing that it all had to happen for a reason, maybe one day my other dauthger will go through this and ill be able to help her or maybe a close friend. i still dont know why god did this to me but i have fait that he wouldnt have done it unless he had a damn good reason!maybe there are other things im supposed to do first or something im supposed to learn .. though we are trying again were unsuccessfull so we have left it in the hads of god. its too depressing to expetct being pregnant every month and then be dissapointed when i get my period. and who knows i could be pregnant right no.. im letting god take care of it. i dont believe in birth control anymore! its not my place to make or take a baby from this world . if god wants us to have 45678 kids then i will lol well maybe not that many but you know what i mean. and if we dont have any biologically then maybe got put me on this earth to help a child in need. i have realized alot lately that i need to just stop stressing and pray.. though im not part of any organized religion i do believe in god or .. goddess. and i know im here for a reason. i love you be patient. and if i have a baby you can come and borrow him/her whenever u want! lol
Written on 12:32 PM
im not quite sure how to work this thing lol..
things have been going better here. jon and i are trying to have another baby, thinking about moving somewhere cooler and closer to you atleast untill you grad. looking into CO and CA i cant wait to go to la with you .. suck that we wont be able to afford disney :(. HEY SO I FOUND THIS WORKSHOP FOR COLORGUARD!!!!!!!!! its in florida in september you should come withme . im going for sure but it would b way more fun if you were to come too! the only thing is i would have to buy a sabre which i guess isnt a big deal lol. how did you get cass to let you help out with the guard? i really want to do that but i dont think she likes me at all :( oh well ive delt with ppl like her b4 and i lived. i emailed mr l about it and told him i just want to be kinda like an intern cuz i want to have my own guard some time soon. thats what the workshops for instructors and future instructors. i hope that i cant do it soon though i really need some money lol. anyways i love you soo much and hey i have discovered hummus I LOVE IT lol it sounded so wierd to me but i tried it and i liked it. i like the garlic kind the best i eat it with carrots or bread. ALSO jon and i found this really cheap and yummy chinese food place they have sushi and other stuff too we will have to go when we all get back from la plus you have to come with me for boba; it soooo good i hadnt been able to find a place that sold it in like 6 years and one just opened up out by nanas house!!!!!and hey if you can next summer jon and i are going to china to visit my friend andrea in bejing! im so upset.. nanas dog chewed up herbert :( now i have no stuffed animal to cuddle with. i have been thinking alot about winterguard i think im going to try out for arsnova again i mean i made it last time i just didnt have the money.. i have decided that chruch is the best place to fundraise lol. anyways iv got to go and make a snack cuz im STARVING!!! lol cant wait to see you!and idaho!!!! <3
Written on 12:20 PM
